I awoke wearing an eye mask and truly thought the sun was out. I was saying prayers of gratitude for the amazing sun before I actually saw what it was doing. I had to get up quickly as I heard my dog asking to go outside. I thought it was really early since it was still fairly dark. When I opened the back door and saw my back porch flooded and rising, I realized still no sunshine. For a short period I felt disappointment, but then let it go. That won’t help me at all. I began raising my vibration with thoughts of gratitude, all the while emptying my bottle of drops for my eyes.
I am a sun gazer through and through and truly believe the lack of sun gazing over the last 2.5 months of almost nonstop rain has really taken a toll on my health, especially my vision. I trust that this is all happening as it should and don’t question it. I am truly okay with being patient and taking any bit of sun rays I can find here and there.
I am also taking advantage of the time to not be able to write, read, or do art much and finding audio books and educational talks I can listen to. I have spent a lot of time just listening to what the Universe and all that is Divine have to tell me. I am beginning to hear and understand more than I have the last several months. As I was going through a spell of too much stimulus that continually lowered the frequency I was vibrating at, I needed some clear messages it was time to hear, to listen.
I have found myself sitting outside in the rain just feeling and hearing. It is refreshing and healing. So when my eyes are on fire and I am experiencing pain and frustration, I send Reiki to myself, call upon Archangel Raphael for healing, and then just listen. I sense a lot of writing and artwork coming soon, but in the meantime will have to listen as I’m guided by Mother Nature.