Happy Belated New Year to all! How are you spending your 2015? I will share my journey for the year thus far. I started out in recovery mode. I did get the flu right after Christmas and finished 2014 ill. I spent a lot of time resting and recovering for over a week, and doing it with all natural plant based food and supplements, as well as detox baths and a great deal of sleep. I started 2015 with more strength and knowing that I was on a road to recovery.
On New Year’s Day I read something that first hit a little hard, but turned into such an epiphany and blessing. It said that whatever you were doing the first day of a New Year would set the tone for what you would do the rest of the year. Now I do not typically choose to even give energy to such a statement or claim to resonate with anything such as this. However, in my weakened ill state, my first thought was, “I hope not, I don’t want to be sick all year”. This was my ego, fear based side that had spent so many days staying in the physical body almost entirely to be mindful of what was needed next for healing.
I then immediately had a significant amount of peace come over me and got the message that I would spend this year in a state of healing, not sickness. This was powerful, as I am always working on healing and growing spiritually, but declared last year that I would begin healing physically as well. What a beautiful gift for the New Year!
Since then I have received messages of what to work on this month. Currently I’m working on a few things, but will share a snippet of it here. After recovering from the flu, I gained a new sense of motivation that I had not had for a few months. I was not upset about this lack of motivation, as I knew I was in a phase of rest and recovery, and learning to just “be” in the present moment flowing with life rather than engaging so much. I was becoming the observer.
I left a toxic job situation and environment in July of last year. It was a peaceful departure, as I had received a clear message at the end of 2013 that when I was at peace with all of the difficult lessons and teachers I experienced there, I would depart. I had a knowing that I would continue to follow my life’s purpose and my calling to be a Holistic Healer and Lightworker, without such distractions of my time and energy that I had been experiencing.
When I got clear messages that it was time to depart, I left in a complete state of peace and knew I was going to begin a deeper level of healing for myself, as well as my clients and students. I did not know at the time what it would entail, but that it was my truth. It has been so beautiful. My state of “being” for the last five months brought so much peace, calm, love, light, gratitude, grace, wisdom, and truth.
Now that a new year is well on its way, it has brought a stronger sense of manifestation, courage, and strength to move forward with my calling, my passion, my path of truth. During a recent energy healing and meditation using “Light of the Eternal One” healing, I had a beautiful journey. It began with me walking down a beautiful path in a beautiful area of New York state that truly speaks to me. This is a physical place in which I have actually been and have a strong connection to, on the property of Omega Institute. It leads to a lake that reminds me of what I would imagine the lake referenced in “Lady of the Lake” would look and feel like.
I walked down the path to the water’s edge. It was night time on the night of a full moon, which provided such powerful healing energy. I was guided to get in the small row boat and began drifting in the direction of the current towards the shore on the other side of the lake. As I got about half way out in the center of the lake, without ever having paddled, I saw three of my Reiki guides, two on the other shore, and one in the beautiful constellations above, as this is where she resides.
I had been in a state of knowing that I was in a place of “being”. I was not paddling, but going with the flow ever so slowly. I then heard very clearly from my two Reiki guides on the other shore (they are in the form of magical animal totems), and my Reiki guide in the heavenly sky, that said, “it is time to paddle, but with the flow, not against it”. Wow, this was so powerful for me. I knew right then that I was to begin taking more action along my path, but in a gentle way that goes with the flow.
Now having learned such a beautiful state of “being”, this is the year of balance, a year where I will use my manifestation energies, while also residing in a state of “being” and observing as I do so. I have clarity now that this year will be a year of balance, of manifestation, of abundance, of prosperity, and of peace. Love, Light, and Peace.