“I went through the month of June so busy and so exhausted. I was getting messages that it was not time to slow down yet, but that the time would come soon. I was to keep working toward my healing practice and listen. My desire to open a holistic healing and educational center grew stronger. I continued planting seeds and making connections that were presented to me.
On the new moon at the end of June, on the 28th to be precise, I went to a monthly all women's sacred circle. We sit around a fire and release into the flames something that no longer serves us and share with the group. The night ends with us drumming in the underground cellar in the darkness. That night I released into the fire my sense of total responsibility for my husband and his health. I gave myself and my husband permission to live his life and for me to no longer enable him to be ill. I gave him freedom to experience healing emotionally and physically. It was time.
I had thought many times on the significance of the number six I got in my angel card reading on June 9th. I asked many times, does this mean I am to leave my job in the month of June. The closer the end of the month got the more I realized in my rational mind this could not be the case. I was even more confused by the number six, but knew when the time was right I would know its significance.
As we entered the cellar, I drummed on a shamanic drum for the first two rounds. This was my first time to really drum, to fully engage in it. It was so powerful and spiritual. Earlier that day I had prayed to Archangel Michael, Raphael, Gabriel, and Uriel during a Reiki treatment I received from my friend. During the session I got a flash of white light that turned into a golden light in front of my closed eyes, in my mind’s eye. I asked for a message for clarity for my path to purpose. Although I did not receive any messages at that time, I knew they would come.
On the third round of drumming I passed my drum to another woman and just felt the vibrations as I went into a trance state. I started doing the same Kundalini meditation moves we did with Gabby Bernstein at the “I Can Do It” conference earlier that month. I was shaking my arms vigorously in the darkness and rocking back and forth. I opened my eyes and saw two white lights, one on each side of me. I realized the open air holes were bringing in a tiny bit of light, but the light I was seeing was much brighter, like what flashed in my mind's eye earlier that day during my Reiki session.
Toward the end of the drumming session, I heard chanting. I started chanting quietly "Om Shanti Om", which means peace. This is a Sanskrit chant that works well for me in bringing balance. As we wound down and the drumming stopped, we were sitting in silence. I heard a very loud male like voice say, very clearly, "It is time, June is almost over, It is time". I got confirmation about my number six.
I felt a rush of complete and utter peace. The Archangels had sent their message.”