Making the choice to live the life I chose to come here in physical form to live, and honoring my passions and purpose in life, has been the most freeing act I have ever done for myself spiritually, emotionally, psychologically, and physically. I am co-creating my own life with all that is Divine and my love for myself and this beautiful life I have chosen grows stronger day by day.
When I was entrapped in the bondages of meeting the expectations and demands of other people in order to fulfill their personal passions and agendas, I felt like pieces of my soul were dying more and more every day. What I came to learn is that my soul, which is divine and my connection to God, to Source, is always whole and is never losing pieces of itself; but that I was moving further and further away from my connection to my higher self and to Source.
Once I made the decision to listen to my higher self and learned to raise my vibrational frequency by being in alignment with Source, I reconnected with my soul in a way stronger and more beautiful than I could have imagined. I allowed myself to release the resistance brought on by my fears of the ego, and surrendered to my passions and my purpose.
Today seems so surreal, as I slept in getting much needed rest; spent time writing this morning, which is my favorite way to spend my Sunday mornings; enjoyed the companionship of my loving pets; sat in silence listening to nothing but the sounds of nature and wind chimes; and will head out soon for a short day trip to spend time in nature and see parts of Lake Texoma.
I did not have to wake up extremely early to the sound of an alarm after a restless night of sleep due to the anticipation of the stresses of the following day. A day that involved me running an event that despite my extreme efforts to prepare for and organize my portion in advance would be continuously disrupted as others repeatedly introduced their own fears in the form of chaos and drama. All of this resulted in numerous last minute changes that interrupted the flow of the entire operation and negated all of the advanced preparation work that had taken many weeks and hours to do.
I do not say any of this to criticize those who were involved in that part of my life experience (as they were following their own life’s journey), but to point out that by learning I do have a choice, I always have a choice, and to surrender to my own passions and calling, is the key to freedom. If we are living our life according to someone else’s expectations, someone else’s passions, someone else’s standards, we will never, and I mean never, be completely true to ourselves and our own purpose.
Knowing you can surrender to that inner voice, that calling to create your own life in a way that supports you fully and who you are called to be is the most powerful truth you can face. The more you commit to be you and to love and honor your true self, the more in alignment you become with all that is Divine, the more freedom you will experience, and the more you will thrive!